I feel like I am such a failure. A big failure. I expected myself to be much better than this. I feel like it is the end of the world, and usually a really motivated person, I now lounge in my bedroom all day not even trying because I feel so ,so discouraged. These are my stats:
2090 SAT
4.0 Unweighted GPA (I take the most rigorous classes at my high school)
Good (not great) teacher recs
Okay Essay
No subject tests
I am so stressed out, and experiencing a very major set back right now. I am aiming to become a doctor, and as of right now, I don't see any future for me at all. Everything is so bleak. Moreover, I don't know how am I suppose to survive the rest of senior year with the daily burden of homework. Moreover, on top of keeping up with extracurriculars and school, I also am planning to take the SAT again in one month. I haven't opened an SAT book for over a month already since there has been so much homework once school started. Is it even possible to increase my SAT score by 100 points in month? Am I even worth anything anymore? With my stats, it seems like top colleges would outright reject me.
Any, any, advice would be appreciated. Thank you so much for helping me out at this very low point of my life ~
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